All of those articles and essays you've read about "the love you deserve" and finding someone who loves you at your worst? Forget them.
You can miss someone who was just in your life for a short period of time. You can miss someone who never broke your heart. You can miss someone who was only meant to be a passing figure.
If he pushes you to do anything you’re uncomfortable with in bed, he’s an unevolved asshole who deserves a public beat down.
It's time to understand that you had absolutely no say in how long someone stayed in your life, that you couldn’t have loved them any more, that you couldn’t have bent them into someone who understood the core of you.
She loves you with her whole heart. When you find someone who loves you with all of who she is, and loves all of your flaws and scars, don't let her go.